i've seen better days.

lovecozmo @ 2006-05-17T09:42:00

2006-05-17T13:44:00Z

so...im going to be moving into my grandma's house today, i think.

bye bye internet.

once i get some wheels i'll probably end up going to the library or something. but thats not till i get wheels.

see ya.

lovecozmo @ 2006-04-28T13:46:00

2006-04-28T17:49:20Z

aetna is full of retards.

lovecozmo @ 2006-04-10T21:37:00

2006-04-11T01:46:51Z

a few things.

im going on 6 hours of sleep. i got up at 8 this morning...worked from 11-8:45.

i thought i had an exam tomorrow. its on thursday....im excited.

i thought i would be able to spend some time with mark on tuesday night...but im working at 8 wednesday morning. so it looks like friday is the day.

speaking of friday......nicole...that euchre idea was great. i can even bring the picture. its in black and white. how artsy.

i have a preliminary interview tomorrow with siler (something) group. its smg inc. anyways, its at 2:45. its business professional. i dont know what that means, but i think ive got some shopping to do. to k-mart i go!

i got a paper cut today from the sub wraps inderneath my pointer finger nail. i think its infected already because my finger feels really really hot. and its all red. peroxide time.

the taco bell by my house (ann arbor trail and telegraph) is quite possibly the worst taco bell ever, which is a real bummer, because is just so conveniently close.

im extra tired. not just sleepy, but physically exhausted.

i have my phone back!

lovecozmo @ 2006-04-08T22:59:00

2006-04-09T03:11:34Z

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

lovecozmo @ 2006-04-06T15:19:00

2006-04-06T19:23:25Z

this is what happens when you know what you want and do it yer damn self.

i like the cut, tho :D

lovecozmo @ 2006-04-06T14:21:00

2006-04-06T18:27:57Z

this is what happens when you tell a stylist you'd like more volume and soft curls. yikes.

lovecozmo @ 2006-03-21T13:40:00

2006-03-21T18:45:01Z

she was a good pup...

high school at 20?

2006-03-20T21:52:08Z

okay...so..in case you didnt know...its REALLY immature to call someone and try to stir things up...like a prank call, but personal. dont get me wrong, its pretty damn hilarious to hear someone make an ass out of themselves and stuff...but im sure it gets pretty irritating after a while.

so..dont prank call people...unless its a strager and you are asking them if their refrigerator is running. actually, you know what? unless you're in sixth grade....dont even do that.

grow up and get a life.

lovecozmo @ 2006-02-02T20:50:00

2006-02-03T01:51:38Z

It is extremely rude to dump clean clothes on the floor of one's bedroom. This is especially true if that person started the laundry the previous day, and has been too busy with school or work and forgot to get it out of the dryer within 24 hours. This is especially true, also, if the forgetter treats your clean laundry with the respect it deserves, ie. NOT throwing it on the floor, but on the bed, dresser, or anything that is NOT covered with dog/cat hair mere minutes after being vaccumed.

If someone in your household is putting in 20 or more hours of work, plus has a class load that is more than what is considered full time, and still managing to do a serious amount of daily chores around the house, cut them a little slack every now and then. We are all humans. We all forget things. We are all stressed out, even if we dont act it all the time. Dont do things that will just add unneeded aggravation.

Thank you for your time.

lovecozmo @ 2006-01-13T20:29:00

2006-01-14T01:30:49Z

i hate getting dressed and whatnot and excited to do something...and then it falls through. im not really mad at anyone in particular, and if i am...its myself for getting my hopes up. i just need to get the fuck out of my house and i have no wheres to go,

lovecozmo @ 2005-12-18T00:37:00

2005-12-18T05:40:51Z

part time.

the semester is over and i have no curfew.

i have no energy either...since my curfew was lifted a couple weeks ago, the latest ive been out is midnight. LAME.

hopefully im going to rectify that tonight.

heh...rectify is a funny word.

lovecozmo @ 2005-11-15T08:07:00

2005-11-15T13:10:49Z

i found a spider (dead) in my coffee this morning. i think i may have swallowed one of his legs, maybe more...becuase only on is attatched to his body still, and i could only find 2 others floating around. im hoping they sank and arent in my belly.

it was a tasty cup, too. im pissed.

curse you, wretched woman.

2005-10-16T11:07:20Z

the clicking of my dogs toenails on our wood floor is driving me nuts.

so...we cleaned out the garage yestderday...well, started. we got a lot done. it was just mom and i, and we demolished 2 entires wall-fulls of built in shelves and cabinets. (it was quite a girl power day). we even got all the rubble into the dumpster ourselves. ha, at one point, i was attacked a cabinet with a hammer in each hand. im so beefy. im attacking my room next weekend.

ive got tot work today, and jess left me a messege of friday, she wanted to make sure i understood what was going on with a party sub and wrap platter that are going out. she was very adement that we talked before sunday. i called her back about an hour or two after she left the messege. ive yet to hear back from her.

i realized this morning that getting th coffee ready the night before and setting the automatic on thingy is really sweet. this new coffee maker beeps kind of loud when its done, too...so its like another alarm...the best one, if you ask me.

i have a 3-4 page paper due tomorrow. heres a couple thing bout that:
1- i actually wrote it yesterday, a full48 hours before it is due (i think thats a record for me)
2- its on rituall purity in judaism, specifically the Mikvah. very interesting, look it up.
3- its only about 2 1/2 pages. hopefully my writing is so mind blowing she doesnt notice my lack in length.

ive still got another half hour or so before i have to go and all i have to do is get dressed. (yessssssss).

ya know, i dont really consider myself a morning person in the sense that i dont really like getting up early....but if i am up early, then thats when i am most productive.

i got new shirts for work. my red to green shirt ratio is now 2:1
used to be 1:2, thrilling, eh?

lovecozmo @ 2005-10-05T06:52:00

2005-10-05T10:57:27Z

so...bye bye to the saturn.

yeah, i cried a little...it was my first car! as old, granny-ish, and slow as it was...it was mine.

aww, i miss it.

getting it all cleaned and sparkly made me see just how crappy my 'new' car is...well, its a total gem for what i payed for it...and for a used car...REALLY used, its in great shape, blah blah blah.

nothing changes the fact that i miss my old granny car.

finally

2005-09-22T22:39:32Z

I HAVE A NEW (to me) CAR!!!!

its a midnight blue 1991 ford taurus.

kinda rusty...actually, there are a couple rust holes on either side by the rear doors...but its all cosmetic..and that cool with me.

you know what this means!!

ROAD TRIP!!!!!!!!!!!!

to explain my icon

2005-09-13T12:36:38Z

its a photo from the rocky horror stage show. i went to see it on satuday at meadowbrook. it was amazing. AMAZING.

anywho, this is the scene where frankfurter seduces janet...later, he seduces brad...ive got a picture of that too...hahaha! ooh i love that show.

lovecozmo @ 2005-09-11T06:38:00

2005-09-11T10:45:01Z

the rocky horror show was absolutly amazing. i didnt have my camera...which really was a bummer...but...lo and behold, vinny had his. YAY...so yeah, we got some good pictures, and a short video of the time warp. oh it was so awesome. i'll hopefully have those pictures up in a bit...or vinny will...either way.

ive got to work this morning...bah.

mark and his dad are coming to visit before their golf thingy thing today. :D that makes going to work a little bit easier.

i dont like sleeping in an empty house. i dont know how im going to live on my own...ha...i think sleeping is going to be the hardest part.

lovecozmo @ 2005-08-28T21:22:00

2005-08-29T01:27:59Z

one more thing...

my mom and brad got home today from a weekend trip...they asked that i keep the house clean...fair enough, since id be the only one using it...well, before i left today, i finished up some laundry by putting it in the dryer. i got a call when they got home, and got scolded for leaving the clothes in there...i apologized (and didnt even mention that i had just put them in before i left an hour before) and asked if, since i didnt have my car with me, if she wanted me to borrow aj's so i could take care of it. she said no, and htat shealready took care of it. i said thanks and that was that. oh...and i promised to never do it again...

SO...i get home today, to my room with the newly cleared off floor...only to find all of my clean clothes thrown onto it.

now..there werent any dirty ones on the floor...BUT...theres a ton of cat and dog hair, because i didnt get the chance to vacuum. so...my entire load of laundry should at least have to be put in the dryer again, o get all the animal hair off.

i dont know if i should say anything...if i did, im afraid i would go off on her for being so childish.

lovecozmo @ 2005-08-19T13:05:00

2005-08-19T17:06:31Z

hugs make the world go round.

lovecozmo @ 2005-08-19T11:25:00

2005-08-19T15:30:04Z

im so happy. :)

so anywho, i got my books for school...i still have to go back and get one more that wasnt in yet. arg. but thats okay...they looks pretty cool, my classes should be fun, hard, but fun.

i think i want to start painting and drawing again. i dunno, i really, really want to get back into the dark room...but i dont have access to one. i need some sort of creative outlet. if i had the skill, id be drawing out the rest of my tattoo...but i dont..haha.

sort of crazy...

2005-08-12T13:47:29Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

lovecozmo @ 2005-08-09T17:29:00

2005-08-09T21:42:56Z

sooo, yeah.

its been a bit since my last post...guess its about time i do that, just in case anyone is keepin tabs. :)

ive been doin well...im super excited to go back to school..nervous, too, because i will probably be working more at subway and have harder classes than last year. im afraid im not going to do as well as i have been...but im trying to use that fear as a motivator to really do well......wow...im overthinking it and ive got a month before classes even start.

anywho...mark and i are doing good. he took me to canada on sunday for a suprise all day date thing. it was so nice. :) we sat by the river for a long time...i got sunburned...he lost at blackjack...OH! and theres a fuller's beer! he bought me a glass with the logo on it. :D

this is my fifth day off. im just now getting bored. its just wonderful.

the other night, i went to homecoming with vinny...and we met up with a bunch of people, totally by coincidence. good people, though...it just made me reaalize that i do have friends that care about me..i dunno..it was a wierd, emotional thing that i felt during the fireworks. i guess i was just very content.

guess thats all.

auf wiedersehen.

for nick-oh-lee...again

2005-08-05T17:19:23Z

you got all excited when i said yer name was in my journal. so here:

nicole nicole nicole!!!!

nick-oh-lee nick-oh-lee nick-oh-lee!!!!

the end.

p.s.

im going to start saving now (after i buy a car) for a post-college trip to germany. because it misses us.

lovecozmo @ 2005-07-31T21:52:00

2005-08-01T01:54:52Z

p.s.

you're just jealous.

lovecozmo @ 2005-07-31T21:50:00

2005-08-01T01:53:57Z

so...a simple, "wow, thats great." or even, "im happy for you." would suffice. thanks.

i understand a lot of you are just giving me shit because, well...thats your job. you give me shit anyways. i dunno...guess im just overly sensitive sometimes and i wanted you all to know that. keep that in mind and think twice before you speak.